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Monday, November 28, 2005

The Wages of Teaching

The Wages of Teaching
By Anna Quindlen

A couple of years ago I spent the day at an elementary school in New Jersey. It was a nice average school, a square and solid building with that patented classroom aroma of disinfectant and chalk, chock-full of reasonably well-behaved kids from middle-class families. I handled three classes, and by the time I staggered out the door I wanted to lie down for the rest of the day.

Teaching's the toughest job there is. In his new memoir, "Teacher Man," Frank McCourt recalls telling his students, "Teaching is harder than working on docks and warehouses." Not to mention writing a column. I can stare off into the middle distance with my chin in my hand any time. But you go mentally south for five minutes in front of a class of fifth graders, and you are sunk.

The average new teacher today makes just under $30,000 a year, which may not look too bad for a twentysomething with no mortgage and no kids. But soon enough the newbies realize that they can make more money and not work anywhere near as hard elsewhere. After a lifetime of hearing the old legends about cushy hours and summer vacations, they figure out that early mornings are for students who need extra help, evenings are for test corrections and lesson plans, and weekends and summers are for second and even third jobs to try to pay the bills.

According to the Department of Education, one in every five teachers leaves after the first year, and almost twice as many leave within three. If any business had that rate of turnover, someone would do something smart and strategic to fix it. This isn't any business. It's the most important business around, the gardeners of the landscape of the human race.

Unfortunately, the current fashionable fixes for education take a page directly from the business playbook, and it's a terrible fit. Instead of simply acknowledging that starting salaries are woefully low and committing to increasing them and finding the money for reasonable recurring raises, pols have wasted decades obsessing about something called merit pay. It's a concept that works fine if you're making widgets, but kids aren't widgets, and good teaching isn't an assembly line.

McCourt's book is instructive. Early in his 30-year career, he's teaching at a vocational high school and realizes that his English students are never more inspired than when forging excuse notes from their parents. So McCourt assigns the class to write excuse notes, the results ranging "from a family epidemic of diarrhea to a sixteen-wheeler truck crashing into the house." Pens fly with extravagant lies. You can almost feel the imaginations kick in.

The point about tying teaching salaries to widget standards is that it's hard to figure out a useful way to measure the merit of what a really good teacher does. You can imagine the principal who would see McCourt's gambit as the work of a gifted teacher, and just as easily imagine the one who would find it unseemly. Tying raises to pass rates is a flagrant invitation to inflate student achievement. Tying them to standardized tests makes rote regurgitation the centerpiece of schools. Both are blind to the merit of teachers who shoulder the challenging work of educating those less able, more troubled, from homes where there are no pencils, no books, even no parents. A teacher whose Advanced Placement class sends everyone on to top-tier colleges; a teacher whose remedial-reading class finally gets through to some, but not all, of a student group that is failing. There is merit in both.

The National Education Association has been pushing for a minimum starting salary of $40,000 for all teachers. Why not? If these people can teach 6-year-olds to add and get adolescents to attend to algebra, surely we can do the math to get them a decent wage. Since the corporate world is the greatest, and richest, beneficiary of well-educated workers, maybe a national brain trust might be set up that would turn a tax on corporate profits into an endowment to raise teacher salaries. Maybe states and communities could also pass regulations with this simple proviso: no school administrator should ever receive a percentage raise greater than the raise teachers get. Neither should state legislators.

In recent years teacher salaries have grown, if they've grown at all, at a far slower rate than those of other professionals, often lagging behind inflation. Yet teachers should have the most powerful group of advocates in the nation: not their union, but we the people, their former students. I am a writer because of the encouragement of teachers. Surely most Americans must feel the same, that there were women and men who helped them levitate just a little above the commonplace expectations they had for themselves.

At the end of his book McCourt, who is preparing to leave teaching with the idea of living off his pension and maybe writing—and whose maiden effort, "Angela's Ashes," will win the Pulitzer—is giving advice to a young substitute. "You'll never know what you've done to, or for, the hundreds coming and going," he says. Yeah, but the hundreds know, the hundreds who are millions who are us. They made us. We owe them.

Newsweek Nov. 28, 2005

Monday, November 21, 2005

Here I Go .... Thinking Again ....

My tutoring business is going well ... I have been busier and busier (more and more busy?) each week since I started in September ... and that is good. My evening sessions are now FULL ... unless I decide to tutor some 5-6 sessions, too. I am still trying to gather some more daytime work. I lost a family of 3 for my homeschool classes ... at least, I assume I lost them .... they have stopped coming and haven't called ... but they were having all kinds of issues with Divorce and Money and Moving and Transportation .... and now they are WAY behind ....

Anyway .... I will probably stay busy until Christmas Holidays. But after Christmas vacation, Lewisville Public high schools start over again with brand new students in brand new classes ... so almost all of my evening hours will be empty until students start failing and parents start calling ... around the last week in January.

In a way, that is good .... because I just found out that I need to have major abdominal surgery so I am scheduling it for Dec. 28th and will be recovering for most of January, anyway.

But it is bad because if I don't work, I don't make money ... and if I don't make money ... well ... then things get tight around here!! And I don't like that!!

So .... I have been thinking .... which is quite often a very dangerous thing for me to do ... but I couldn't sleep one night so my little brain just started churning .... How can I make money without actually working?? Especially during the summer when I want to be off ... but still want money coming in ... (that was one nice thing about being a teacher ... those summer paychecks!!)


Well ... in the Summer I did a lot of TAKS Exit Level Math tutoring for students who failed the TAKS Math section in the Spring of their Junior year. They have to pass all 4 sections of the TAKS in order to graduate at the end of their Senior year. Many of them choose to re-take the Math section in July when it is offered again. So I picked up some work tutoring those kids. And it was good work and good money .... but basically I was doing the same problems over and over again for each new student I got ... saying the same things ... making the same lame jokes ... telling the same stories .... empathizing with the students .... cursing the evilness of all things TAKS, etc. And I was paid $40/hr to do this over and over again .... usually for 10 hours each student .... that's $400 (for those of you who don't know Math). And that is a lot of money for people to spend .... many many cannot afford that kind of personal one-on-one help!

Soooo .... I got to thinking .... what if I make a DVD or an Interactive CD for the computer of ME teaching TAKS. Me doing the very problems out the the very book that all student who fail the TAKS get for free from the State? Me being Me .... Irreverence and all. The book has lots of problems for each of the 10 objectives ... and it has answers AND written explanations for each problem .... but some people need to SEE the problem done ... and HEAR the problem explained to actually begin to understand.

What if I make this video ... in some usable format ... and sell it to people who need help? Then they have me right there on their computer ... and they can pause and rewind and listen and learn .... and if they still need personal help ... they can hire me. We could sell this CD/DVD for a very reasonable price ... like $40. AND we could let people download stuff from my website ... maybe have it set up by Objective ... let them download an Objective for $9.99 .... thinking ... thinking ... thinking ....

That way .... I could do all the work ONCE ... on film ... and thousands could benefit from it!!

22,000 seniors DID NOT graduate last year because of TAKS. Isn't that awful??

Anyway .... we are going to try to run with this idea ... will need someone to film it and edit it for us .... and the supplies I'll need are minimal ... a white board ... markers ... TI-overhead thingy ... an overhead .... personality .... witt .... charm ....

And if it is a hit ... well we will take it from there ....



Friday, November 04, 2005

Hodge Podge ...

This is just a collection of thoughts on all kinds of things that have been happening recently ....

My business is doing well. I am very pleased with that. Many of my tutees are being very successful and that is also very rewarding to me! Some of my tutees have to pay for my services themselves ... money out of their pockets, not their parents' ... and those kids work VERY hard. Just paying for a tutor does not guarantee success ... they still have to put the effort in ... and so many of my students do work so hard ... so it is wonderful to see them being successful!!

I am a bit worried about December and January. I only get paid when I actually work ... and the last two weeks of December are going to be Holidays for most people which means they won't be needing tutoring! That means my December income will be cut in half compared to previous months ... just when I'll need the $$ to do Christmas shopping. Tom and I have already decided that Christmas this year will be very lean ... lean but meaningful!!

The first week of January is also Holiday time ... and LISD schools start their classes all over again .... new kids taking Geometry and Alg. II and such .... no one will be failing until about 3 weeks into January .... then I will start getting calls for help .... so January will be a very lean month, too.

I do have several students from area Private Schools ... and they take their Math classes year round .... so I will continue to see them. And I'll still have my Homeschool Kids every Wednesday. Word of mouth is slowly spreading ... I am hoping to gather more homeschoolers ... and more Private School students .... it will take time ... I need to be patient ....

On a different note .... Tom turned on the Dallas Mavericks game two nights ago and they were playing the Utah Jazz in Utah. Normally I wouldn't care .... however .... my ex-student from TCHS got drafted by the Utah Jazz!! Deron Williams was a 1st round draft pick ... picked #3 ... and there he was STARTING for the JAZZ!! It was so awesome to watch him play ... and man did he do a great job!! It is so neat to see one of my old students playing well for an NBA team. It is so wonderful to see a young man ... who proclaimed to me during his Sophomore year of HS that he was going to be a Pro-basketball player .... actually do just that!! WOW!! I am so proud of you, DERON!!

And on another totally different note ... I read in the Dallas Morning News that SMU is going to study the "Science of Education". They are going to try to test different theories of education to find what really does work!! I applaud them!! I would love to be able to add my 2 cents to the mix. I have lots of my own theories which I think are very important to a student's success in the classroom, Kids loved my ideas and were successful under them .... but the other teachers I worked with over the years always hated me and my ideas ... and hated that the kids liked them ... I wish I could prove scientifically that my ideas do work ... and if everyone applied them the state of education would be much improved. Maybe I will look into SMU's study further ... they are here in Dallas ...




Monday, October 31, 2005

A Successful October .... and Plans ....

My second month in business has been even better than the first ... getting closer to recovering my take-home pay from when I was teaching .... about $500 short this time .... but closer!! I am encouraged.

I am having some trouble collecting pay from a couple of people and that is such a pain. I hate having to chase after people and nag them for money. Everyone tells me "make them pay in advance" .... but that is easier said than done in some cases. One of the parents has 3 kids in my HERS classes (homeschool) and he just drops the kids off and drives away ... the kids come in all eager to learn and be in class ... and I am in a back room and have no idea if he has come in to pay or not .... so I teach them. Then when he comes to get them, the kids hop in the car and he drives off. I, and HERS, have both spent way too much time and energy trying to collect money from him. We were being nice and letting him pay by the week for classes ... but forget that! So this Wednesday .... if he brings the kids in ... we will have to turn them away ... and that will not be fun. The kids are basically innocent pawns and it is sad.

But overall .... things are going well. I have been working with a young man on SAT and I think he is going to do pretty well on it. He needs 100 more points on it for the college he wants and I am pretty sure he will get them. I will lose him after this next week and I will miss him.

I was also working with a young man on getting his GED .... he needed 40 more points and I am pretty sure he can get those, too! I hope so!!

My sister in Australia wrote to me and suggested I look into the competive athletes in the area ... young people who might be on dance teams or gymnastics teams or judo teams .... young people who are so good at their sport that they spend hours a day practicing and might need a tutor to learn Math or their other classes. That is a GOOD IDEA!! So .... I am going to check in with local dance studios, gymnastics trainers, etc and just let them know that I am available to help their kids with Math. There is a BIG gymnastics trainer in Plano, TX .... produced many Olympians ... so I will definitely look there.

All in all .... I am pleased ... and will keep working at building my reputation ....

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Blogging and Spam ....

I have recently received lots of hits on this BLOG and almost all of them are praising me on my wonderful post titled "First Month is Over ...". Some commentors even want to re-print it, with my permission, on their website!!

I might have actually taken the bait on those because they are all Homeschooling related links ... however ... the post titled "First Month is Over ...." is such a weak post ... no opinions ... no real information .... nothing worth repriniting .... so I am guessing that I am being Spammed.

I'll be curious to see how many commentors think this post is wonderful and would like to re-print it on their website!! I have been deleting those comments ... but I think I will keep them this time.

Anyway .... I'll have my biggest, busiest day so far today. Homeschool classes from 9:30-1:00 at HERS and then Private Tutoring from 3:00-9:00. WOW ... I was thinking this was a really busy day .... but then it dawned on me that when I was teaching Public School I was at work by 7:45am ... got home by 5:00pm and did Private Tutoring 6-9:00 each night. So today should go okay ... but I am a bit out of practice!! At least I will be in my own home from 3-9:00 ... with my coffee maker and a view of birds at my birdfeeder ... and music ....

Life is GOOD ...

Thursday, September 29, 2005

First Month is Over ...

Okay .... tonight I finish my First Month of earning my own pay .... and I am proud to announce that I kept my head above water!!

I wanted to do this without dipping into my savings at all ... and I have been able to accomplish that. Even with a need for a $350 plumber repair ... and $100 worth of shots for the kitten .... I was still able to pay the bills I normally pay for the household ...

I did not make as much $$ as I would have received teaching school .... BUT .... I am MUCH happier!!

Thanks to all of you who have used my tutoring services and thanks to all my friends who have been supporting me with your words and prayers!!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

And Tutoring Goes On ....

Things are going pretty well these days.

I have 6 students in 3 classes at the Home Educators Resource Store and that is going well. The HERS people have been very kind and very supportive and I really appreciate working with them.

The classes I am offering at HERS are:

Saxon Algebra I 9:30-10:30
Saxon Algebra II 10:45-11:45
Saxon Math 76 12:00-1:00


My in-home tutoring has picked up some lately, too. I actually had an old tutee drive 4.5 hours home from college this weekend to get some help from me! Now that was surprising!

And, a woman who has been involved in Homeschool Math tutoring for years is beginning to refer people to me and I am getting calls from all over the metroplex. Some are willing to travel to see me .... others just can't handle the distance .... which I do understand, especially given the cost of gas these days. ((Thanks Kathy!!))

I am also getting some students from the two websites I'm on ... http://www.tutorsteach.com and http://www.tutornation.com ....

Overall ... I could be busier, but I am doing okay ... and pretty happy with life these days!!



Wednesday, September 07, 2005

My First Homeschool Classes!!

I got a phone call around 7:00 last night from the Home Educator Resource Store here in Lewisville. I had been offering sign-ups for 3 different Saxon Math classes through their store for several weeks, but last I had heard, there were no takers. However, the phone call last night informed me that I had two students for the Saxon Algebra I and one student for the Saxon Algebra II .... and both classes started today!!

I had asked for a minimum of 3 students per class for the class to "make", but decided to go to HERS today and meet the students and their Moms and find out what they needed. I had bought the text books but hadn't set up a syllabus for either class yet. I printed out some Placement Tests from Saxon's website, packed up my books and stuff and took off to start my new career!

HERS is just up the street from me, maybe 2.5 miles at the most. That is very nice for me. They have two classrooms in the back and are allowing people like me to offer classes one day a week. HERS charges $10/month/student and I can charge whatever I feel is best. I think that is a pretty good deal. They also sell all the curriculum needs for Homeschoolers. I decided to teach 3 different levels of Saxon Math on Wednesdays.

So .... I met my new students this morning. The Algebra I students are a brother and sister from McKinney (which is quite a long drive away from here). They will be a relaxed family to work with. I learned today that "relaxed" is a term used in Homeschooling. They want the material taught and covered well ... but they aren't going to stress about keeping massive amounts of grades. I like that.

My one young man for Algebra II comes from Coppell. I could tell early on that he wasn't ready for Saxon's Algebra II quite yet .... so we went out into the HERS store and picked out a couple of KEYS to ALGEBRA books for him to work through. These books will ramp his brain back into Math-Mode ... and then we will tackle the Algebra II.


I told both classes that we would stay with the HERS classroom for this month of September, but if no other students join us, we would probably move the classes to my house. I have a tutoring area set up with everything but the White Board ... and I can get that if I need to. Things like pencil sharpeners, rulers, compasses, kleenex, coffee, copier, printer, computer .... lots of Math books ... and quiet music. Everyone seemed agreeable to that idea.

So .... I have begun .... and it feels like a good start.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

September 6th

Okay .... now things should start happening. Three Week Progress Reports go out to the public school kids this week .... and Homeschoolers start classes this week. I am hoping for much ringing of my phones and pinging of my emails!!

I have had several people contact me lately .... but they were all out of my areas of expertise. I could have taken them on and done the best I could with them, but if I knew someone else who could do a better job, I recommended them away from me.

The man who wanted Statistics II College level I referred to my friend who teaches AP Stats.

The woman whose 9 year old grandson needs 3rd grade Math help .... I referred her to the district tutoring list, which she didn't know existed.

The woman who heard I was a brilliant tutor and was willing to drive over an hour one way from McKinney, TX each Sunday evening .... I referred her to my friend in Frisco, therefore cutting her drive time in half. Construction is horrible on that road ... I couldn't have anyone driving in that mess for over 2 hours just so I could tutor them. Amy will treat them well.


The 49 year old man with Memory Issues who needed help refreshing his basic Math skills .... but my rates were too high ... I referred him to a set of books sold by Homeschool Resource Stores .... problems with step-by-step solutions written out.

It's almost like I am shoving business away from me .... but I really want these people to get the best help they can. I am hoping that "what goes around, comes around" and maybe these folks I have referred people to will in turn refer people to me.

Meanwhile .... progress reports go out this week .... homeschooling starts this week .... may my phone ring and my email ping!!

Monday, August 22, 2005

I ..... Am a Teacher!!

I am a Teacher! How often do you hear those words spoken with pride?

"So ... what do you do for a living?" " Well, ummmm, I'm a teacher."

It is said almost as an apology, yet it is one of the most important, if not THE most important, professions in the world.

I am a recently retired teacher. I will never forget the first time I heard the words "I am a teacher!" said proudly. It was 1984, I was in my 2nd year of teaching and the words were spoken by an escapee from a mental institution who was a substitute teacher in the movie "TEACHERS". Somehow, he intercepted a phone call requesting a substitute to come to a certain school at a certain time. So he showed up! They gave him a US History class to teach and he was wonderful. He dressed as Abraham Lincoln and recited the Gettysburg Address. He had students pretend to row across the Potomac while he played George Washington. He enjoyed the classes and the classes enjoyed him. When it was finally discovered who he really was, officials came to take him away. With men on each side of him carrying him out, he proclaimed, "Unhand me! I .... am a TEACHER!"

I cried.

I .... am a TEACHER. And sadly, that is why I retired. I taught High School Math for the past 22 years, the last 11 years for LISD. I love teaching. I love my students. I strongly dislike what education has become. In my last year of teaching, I felt like a robot. I had to do the same exact things every other Geometry teacher in my school was doing. Preferably on the same exact day. There was no room and no time for a teacher to be creative in his or her approach. Doing things differently was frowned upon. Preparation for the upcoming TAKS tests was paramount. And the Texas Legislature seemed intent on punishing educators at every turn. The joy in teaching was gone for me.

So, I retired. But I am too young to be retired. I'm only 45, and I still want to teach. I have a gift. I can teach. I can teach Math. I can teach teenagers Math! And I am good at it.


So, I will be teaching some Math classes to Homeschoolers on Wednesdays. And I will be tutoring Math in my home at night. And I will be trying to think of some other ways to use my talents to help young people learn, and enjoy, Math.

I never wanted to be, I never planned to be, yet I come alive when I am asked to be ... a TEACHER.



Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Happy and Relaxed ....

Happy and Relaxed .... that's me these days .... I am sending out emails and passing out cards, trying to generate business ... I know it will come ... but otherwise, I am managing to keep mildly busy and NOT stressed.

One thing I really like is that I can now help my son with his homework! Up until this year, Robbie would get home from school and work on his homework and I would get home from school and collapse. Usually I had an evening of tutoring AND a stack of papers needing to be graded to look forward to after a quick dinner (which my wonderful hubby would cook). All I wanted to do when I walked in the door was sit and recharge!! I would help Robbie if he asked, but usually he just avoided asking because my whole attitude spoke "TIRED". And he is a really good kid ... sensitive to those vibes.

Now ... he is taking Algebra II Pre-AP ... and he does his homework sitting at the table where I do my tutoring ... and I happily sit there with him .... reading a magazine or a book, but making it very clear that I am there to help HIM if he needs it. And I really like being able to do that.

Now I am home when he gets home .... previous years he always got home first. I like being able to welcome him home and ask about his day. I really like being HOME.

I do miss the kids. I do miss the teaching. I don't miss the JOB. I really miss the kids, though.

Once tutoring gets going good in the evenings, though ... I will have an outlet for my teaching energy!! And if my homeschool classes get 3 or more enrollees at the Home Educator's Resource Store .... I'll have an outlet on Wednesdays each week!

But being happy and relaxed and able to help my son when he gets home ... that is the BEST thing!

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Our Money Tree ....

Tom and I have a money tree. It was given to us by friends as a housewarming gift 3 years or so ago. It looked like a marijuanna plant!! And it was really small. We set it in a window and it grew happily (but we are still waiting for the 20's to appear on it's leaves!!)

I re-potted it last Fall and it continued to thrive, producing more and more 5-leaved stems and getting bigger and bigger. In March of 2005, Tom and I both decided to change careers and we both chose to give up a dependable monthly income for control of our own time and the chance for even larger incomes in the future. I also moved the money tree into the upstairs bathroom window where it now gets a Southern and a Western exposure. Since March, I have kind of linked the growth of the money tree to the changes in our careers and plans.

For instance .... when Tom gave his two-weeks notice at his IT job, the money tree put out a tiny 5-leaved stem .... it is now one of the largest 5-leaved stems on the plant. When I finally decided on a name for my business, the money tree put out another 5-leaved stem ... and it has grown ... happily putting out more 5-leaved stems itself. In fact, it seemed that with each phone call or email I recieved about tutoring, another 5-leaved stem appeared!

The money tree has gotten much larger since I moved it into the bathroom (and since we both changed jobs). I water it and talk to it ... and smile with each new growth.

However .... around mid-July .... the money tree started losing leaves. They turned brown and slowly fell off! I got really worried! Tom's final paycheck from his 3 months of training arrived at the end of June .... his first paycheck from writing mortgages is due in mid-August .... he has gone July and half of August with-out a paycheck. My final paycheck from school arrived on August 1st. No more monthly paychecks from LISD .... and our money tree has leaves turning brown and falling off!!! YIKES!!!

But, you know what? I realized that the money tree knows exactly what it is doing!! Off with the old, on with the new! As our old sources of income dry up and stop producing .... the old leaves of the money tree are drying up and falling off. This is leaving more nutrients and water for the new growth the tree is producing .... and Tom and I are finding new ways to bring income into our lives.

It is a scary, but very exciting, time in our lives! I feel so blessed to have such a great husband who decided to take this leap and who supported my urge to leap, too .... even though it might have been better for at least one of us to keep a steady, dependable income until the other one got established. I feel blessed that he believes in me .... and in himself!!

I realize that the money tree is just a plant .... and that our financial lives are what we make them .... but I will do my best to keep the money tree (and the lucky bamboo beside it) healthy and happy!!

I'm still hoping for $20 bills for leaves, too!!




Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Change in Plans ...

I have decided to not charge as much per hour as I had originally planned. I have to build up a following again .... and charging too much per hour isn't going to help that.

Over the past few years I had actually tried to cut down on my tutoring at night ... turned people down, removed myself from lists .... now I am trying to build that part back up. I have a faithful, but small, following at the moment .... and I had a woman call me from McKinney (1 hour away) who heard wonderful things about me and wants to get her son into tutoring with me. I am looking forward to working with them.

School starts tomorrow for LISD .... so I am expecting my evening tutoring to pick up over the next few weeks as students settle in to their new Math classes.

I am also going to teach at a local Home Educators Resource Center on Wednesdays. That will be a good introduction into the Homeschooling community .... and that is what I need!!

Tom's new job is going pretty well. He is MUCH happier! I like seeing that. He hasn't had a paycheck for a month and a half .... hoping to get one this week or next .... and only one per month. He is strictly commission ... and I guess I am too now!

Wish us luck! And success!!

Monday, August 08, 2005

Early August ...

I went to the homeschooling conference in Plano on Saturday. I mainly went to look at the Math Curriculums offered for Home Schoolers. I didn't hear any of the speakers, but I did roam around the exhibition hall and observe. I spoke with Stephen Lunsford for several minutes. He has been so nice and supportive of me ... and has given me excellent advice!! Thanks Stephen, if you are reading!!

I looked at several curriculums .... but honestly ... the only way to know if a book is good is to actually TEACH out of it!! I don't have the time to do that!! Nor the means!! So ... the Key Note speaker has published a book called 100 Top Picks for Homschool Curriculum .... and she reviews several Math Curriculums l was considering .... so I purchased that book ... and I am following her advice.

I'm going with Saxon Math. I am offering to teach 3 courses at the local Home Educators Resource Center .... so I will teach Alg I and Alg II and Advanced Math using the Saxon Books.

I must say .... there were a lot of kids at this convention ... and overall there was a sense of calm and discipline. The kids were very well behaved ... for the most part. It was very interesting just observing the families ...

Friday, August 05, 2005

I'm Liking This ....

I spent all day running errands yesterday ... and as I was out and about, I was also thinking of my teacher friends being back to school ... and how grateful I am that I am NOT!!

I stopped by the Home Educator's Resource Center in Lewisville and it looks like I will be able to offer a couple of Math Classes through them. They are allowing me to choose the curriculum and the course and what to charge ... I just need to get it all written up and submitted to them. They supply classroom space. This will be one way to get myself and my abilities known to the homeschooling public.

Now I just have to figure out which curriculum to use. I know which ones NOT to use ... the Math Curriculums that LISD uses are awful!! The best way to learn if a curriculum is good is to actually teach it ... which I haven't done with the Homeschool Curriculums. I am going to go to the conference on Saturday and check out the available curriculums there.

I must say once again that I am very happy to not be back in school this week ... although I do miss my fellow Math teachers and catching up with them and what they did this summer. I sent them an email earlier this week and told them that if the Principal rags on them today like she did last year, they should go to lunch and then come to my place for relaxing by the pool and margaritas the rest of the afternoon. Believe it or not, someone forwarded that email to the Principal! She was not a happy camper about that and sent me an email to let me know!!

Geez .... I'm not even teaching there anymore and I am still getting in trouble with the Principal!!

The Faculty Meeting is probably starting right about now ... and I am here at home with a kitty on my lap ... along with my laptop .... and a cup of coffee by my side .... life is good ....

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Here We Go ....

Today is the first day of Teacher Inservice for Lewisville ISD .... and I must say that I am EXTREMELY happy to not be attending !!!

I received my final paycheck on Aug 1st and that is a bit nervewracking as I wait for tutoring to start up again. I know it will ... school is starting Aug. 11th and I will begin to get busy shortly after that with evening tutoring. I also realized that I can take on students who have "senior out" during the day and need to pass Math to graduate. I will be sure to point that out to counselors and Math Dept. heads as I pass out my cards.

I have also found a Homeschooling Co-op in Lewisville and I am hoping to get to teach a Math class or two for them during the day. Margaret Kahn with PEAH has been very kind in passing my name along to people. I am also going to attend the NTHEN Conference in Plano this weekend ... and mingle and listen and pass out my cards!! Wish me luck!

The district is calling in my laptop so I have to go get a new laptop and printer today .... that will be a major expense, but necessary! I have really enjoyed this laptop and hate giving it up .... but it is probably best to own my own.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

In Memory of Lonnie Massey ...

I am very saddened to share that Lonnie Massey was killed in a car accident on July 5th.

Lonnie is the man I met a couple of weeks ago ... the president of NETCACHE, a homeschooling group with about 200 families. I wrote a nice post about him a couple of posts ago.

I have to tell you that his sudden death has shaken me. He was so FULL OF LIFE when we met. He had just been promoted in his business and was excited about his future there. He lived his life in a way that he felt honored God ... and he shared that with me, but not in a pushy religious way. He was busy and excited .... but he also had time to meet with me to find out how I wanted to help homeschoolers. I really appreciated that about him.

We talked about family and he mentioned he was about to go to a family reunion in Illinois .... near where I was raised. He and his two sons were going to drive up there. I believe the accident occured on their return trip .... just where, I do not know. I have also just heard that one of his sons is in Intensive Care and is still unaware of his father's death.

Please send healing thoughts and prayers to his family and friends ....

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Doing Okay!!

This week I am doing more TAKS tutoring with the promise of even more on the horizon.

I also was contacted by a man who is President of a Homeschooling group with 200 families!! I am meeting him on Friday to discuss things. He wants flyers and business cards!

In my opinion, this one man is doing things right!! He is willing to meet me and talk to me and see what I know and what I am willing to do for his families. He isn't hiding behind his group. He is going out and looking into what could possibly be a very valuable resource for his group!

I have had a lot of mouthpieces for the various groups tell me that I cannot meet with anyone in the group unless I know someone in the group. In fact, in some cases, I can't even email anyone in the group, unless I know someone who will vouch for me. That seems to me to be a bit of a Catch-22 situation. They seem to be limiting themselves tremendously.

I am going to start asking everyone I see if they know anyone who homeschools and if they will pass on my business card and recommend me. One day at a time .... one card at a time ....

Thursday, June 16, 2005

I Have Begun ....

Well .... I sent out 17 emails to Homeschool Support groups this week.

It appears that I have a lot to learn. (Luckily I am willing, and able, to learn!!)

The main thing I needed to know .... and I am learning .... is that Homeschooling groups are VERY close knit and VERY protective ... and that in most cases, I need a person from the group to "sponser" me. How I am supposed to find this person, I'm not sure .... but I am going to keep trying!!

I have had years of success tutoring at night .... and a great deal of that was due to "word of mouth" advertising .... from people who were pleased with my results. I know that once I have just a little bit of success with someone in the homeschooling community ... then I will soon have more business than I can handle. That is what happened with my night time tutoring business.

All I need is someone brave enough to give me a chance!

I am very good at what I do. I can teach Math to teenagers.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Finally .... Some Education Opinions!

I haven't been posting and I am sorry to those of you who have been reading! I do appreciate being read!!

Life is very good.

I am tutoring for the July 13th TAKS Math Test .... that is my main tutoring business this summer. And that is fine. I have yet to begin to turn my attention to the Home School business. I am setting up my tutoring area and trying to get my 22 years of teaching materials stored away in a logical fashion!

I did, however, go set up a checking account to run my business through AND went and got a DBA number for taxing purposes. This is serious business!! So far, I have spent more money than I have made trying to get it all together .... but I guess that is how new businesses go! Thank goodness for my June, July and August paychecks from my past job!! Come Sept. 1st ..... Yikes!!

I am pondering a post or two about the fact that 10% of Texas' High School (21,000+) seniors DID NOT graduate this year because of failing one or more sections of the Exit Level TAKS test.

Or about the fact that over 40,000 5th graders have not passed the Math or the Reading sections of their TAKS test .... tests they HAVE TO pass to go to 6th grade next Fall. They will have one more chance at the end of this month. If they still do not pass, they should not go on!! However .... their parents may choose to have them go on through meeting with a counselor, the Principal, an Asst. Principal, and the student. I wonder how many parents will push their children on ... even though the Tests say that they are not ready!

What the heck .... I may as well post my thoughts now ... I've already started!!

In 2003 ... all Texas 3rd graders had to pass the TAKS reading test to go to 4th grade .... 97% did so ... although there is now some question about the honesty of some of those tests results (think Wilmer-Hutchins) . In 2005 it is the same class of students who must now pass a Math Test and a Reading Test in order to advance to Middle School. In 2008 it will be the same group of students who must pass 4 TAKS tests to go to High School.

At that point, in the school year 2008-'09, the high school teacher's job FINALLY becomes fair.

I wonder how many of the 21,000+ seniors who did not graduate this year would have made it through the 3rd grade and the 5th grade and the 8th grade tests? I wonder how many of them actually passed their Math classes in Middle School? It never failed to amaze me how many students got passed on to High School never having passed a single Math class in Middle School.

This year's senior class didn't even have to pass Algebra I and Geometry to become Juniors then Seniors. They slipped through the cracks. And got nailed by TAKS Math. Or TAKS Science. Both are extremely difficult tests. FINALLY they were held accountable ... their Junior year in High School.

This years Juniors couldn't become Juniors unless they passed their 4 core courses in 9th grade AND their 4 core courses in 10th grade, in fact ... I know 17 and 18 year old freshmen ... because they have been freshman for 2 or 3 years now! And might still be freshman while their old classmates graduate from High School next year.

Come the school year 2008-2009, all of that should change. FINALLY the students who make it to High School have EARNED their way to High School!! Finally the High School teacher's job will be to teach High School courses. Or .... maybe the kids who get to High School in '08-'09 will only be really good at taking TAKS tests .... and not know a single other thing except how to take those tests. This is a strong possibility.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Wonderful Sunday ....

WOW .... I finally feel free!! Last Sunday I was still sick ... so didn't get to really appreciate the fact that I didn't have a ton of papers to grade ..... but today I appreciated it to the MAX!!

We had a big "beginning of summer" party last night .... our 4th annual one. It was a wonderful evening and went on until 1:00 in the morning. My dear friend Sueann was spending the weekend with us and she stayed up even later.

I woke up at 9:00am in a panic thinking it was Sunday and therefore I had so much to do today!! But then I realized it was a Sunday in Summer .... a Sunday in my new life!! And I could do whatever I wanted to do today whenever I wanted to do it!! (I still got out of bed 'cause I was awake!)

Tom, Sueann, and I all went out to breakfast (yummy) then Sueann and I hung out in the pool for a few hours! It is so nice floating in a pool with the sun shining on you and a cool breeze blowing over you .... and a good friend to talk to! Sueann had to leave around 3:00 .... so I took a nap shortly after she left, with Weasley curled up by my side. It is so luxurious to have TIME!!

Tom and I are very blessed. Robbie is a really great 15 year old kid .... couldn't ask for better. We have a nice home with a gorgeous backyard in a really nice neighborhood. We have really faithful, supportive, wonderful friends. We have money on the bank and the intelligence and the education and the wherewithall to make more. We are healthy and happy. Tom's new business is going well and mine has great potential .... we are blessed.

Friday, June 03, 2005

Good and Bad ....

Well .... it has been an interesting week. My one new student whom I saw on Tuesday and who said she wanted to keep coming through the Fall DIDN'T show up to our scheduled session on Wednesday. She called before the session, but didn't leave a message, and I was on the phone with another potential client. She didn't show ... and she hasn't returned my calls or responded to my email .... so ..... hmmmm .....

Anyway .... Saw another student yesterday and she will come back. TAKS puts the fear in them and she wants to pass it this summer so she doesn't have to worry about it in the Fall. I also have 10 sessions scheduled for another student who needs TAKS help AND got another hit on my TutorsTeach.com ad.

SO .... I am feeling overall pretty good about the need for tutoring ... and I haven't even begun to approach the HomeSchoolers, yet. I'll need to start working on that, soon.

So far, so good, though.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

One Week Out ....

Finally I am over the Bronchitis .... I hope!! Last night I went to bed w/o taking meds and didn't need a cough drop all night. I even got up and walked this morning .... at 5:30am!!

I am having to reframe my whole existance now! The time limits that I have now are mostly of my own making. That is very new to me! I mean, even in summers, I always had a deadline of "early in August" and every summer day was numbered. Now .... my morning walks can take 20 minutes or an hour .... especially if I choose to start at 5:30am. Even this Fall and Winter and Spring and Summer .... I can get up early and walk and still have 2 hours before my first possible tutoring job.

I caught myself thinking today that May is gone and I only have June and July left .... but that isn't true!!! I have my whole LIFE left!!

I actually put on a dress today and went to 3 High Schools in the area (Lewisville HS ... Marcus HS, and Flower Mound HS) and passed out my cards to the counselors. Saw some counselors I've known from years past and other schools. It was nice! I told them about my new business and got mixed reactions. I will go back to them in August and remind them and pass out cards again.

I realized how much different my attitude is now, compared to how I felt a week after school the past 22 years .... I am actually willing to take on tutees now! I am actually willing to do math!! On the other hand .... one year ago today Tom and I were in Germany ... and that was SO nice. And .... I plan to, we plan to, do more traveling like that again! Both of us are going to make our new endevours work!!

I even had two tutees today!!

Yeah Me!!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

First Day of New Life ...

Well .... first of all .... I am pretty sure I have Bronchitis. These coughing fits are driving me crazy!! Back when I was in High School and College, I would always get sick over the holiday breaks ... or in the summer ... because I knew it was okay to be weak for a little while, I guess.

So here I am ... out of school forever ... and I guess my body sensed it was okay to let down .... but according to WebMD.com I have been doing most of the right stuff ... drinking plenty of fluids, using cough drops, taking an expectorant .... BUT .... I am supposed to give up caffine and alcohol??? YIKES!! Dang .... what fluids are left??

Sigh ....

Anyway .... on to the GOOD NEWS .... I got 2 new customers today!! Both needing intensive help this summer. That's pretty cool!! I really do have a new attitude! Normally I wouldn't want anything to do with teaching Math right after the school year has ended .... but now I am ready to go!! They both start next week.

I think I'll go take a nap .... WebMD says I need extra sleep with Bronchitis!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Breakaway!

Breakaway
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray

I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away


And this is how I feel. This is my theme song since the day I decided to try something new. Take a risk .... Take a chance .... Make a change .... Tom and I are both doing that. It's scary, but it's exciting, too!!


I am cleaning out my classroom right now .... I think two trips to the car will do it. Then I am going to have to sort through all of this stuff again at home as I try to set up an office. This will be interesting!! I have gathered a lot of stuff in 22 years.



Tuesday, May 24, 2005

SCHOOL'S OUT!!

Today is my LAST day as a Public School teacher.

I must say ... I am pretty darn happy about that. I have one more exam to give .... then I am going out to lunch with the Math Dept. then work on getting everything turned in a checked out!

I am giving away a lot of things .... all my lava lamps and many of my CD's ... and all my little handheld puzzles that kids have loved over the years. My essence will still be floating around TCHS even when I am gone.

One of my online buddies asked me what kind of reaction I got when I turned in my letter of resignation. Well .... basically ... I got no reaction.

The Principal's secretary sent me an email to come sign my exit papers and she had the little :( symbol in her note. That told me she was a little sad. No reaction from the outgoing Principal nor from the incoming Principal, although she probably did a little "happy dance" when she heard. I would have been a MAJOR thorn in her side next year if I had stayed here.

The Math Dept seems a little sad to see me go ... and many wrote me nice notes in a card they gave me yesterday. But I also know they will be a bit relieved. The students liked me so much that I became a very hard act to follow .... and I know my fellow teachers got VERY tired of hearing "Why can't you be cool like Ms. Mackinnon?" or "Ms. Mackinnon used to do it this way ... why don't you?"

On the other hand .... my classes were often full of some of the most difficult students .... I had more than my fair share of Special Ed students and ESL students and troublemakers .... and that was because I dealt with them fairly and kindly and patiently and it is amazing no one died .... but if you work well with these kids, your reward is to get even more kids like that!

I also had some amazing sparks of brilliance scattered through each classroom of students. Lights that shined for me and will continue to shine into the future! Wonderful, wonderful people have passed through my doors.


The one administrator who has shown any sadness at my leaving is Dr. Mike Killian, Deputy Superintendent for the district. He came out to The Colony to visit the Principal on the day that my students and I were outside doing sidewalk art. He stopped by to see what we were doing and was surprised to hear it was a Geometry class ... not an Art class. He asked about the assignment and I filled him in as we toured the designs.

Dr. Killian sends out a daily email to teachers, etc keeping us updated on things going on in the district and in Austin. I have printed some excerpts from some of his emails in these posts. He is very disillusioned by this latest legislative session and he makes that very clear in his emails.

Mind you ... I am one of thousands of teachers in LISD ... so he doesn't know me from anyone else (although he probably would if I told him my previous married name). But when I told him I was not going to be returning to the classroom he seemed truly perplexed. When I told him I wasn't leaving town, just starting my own business he seemed even more perplexed.

I may be putting words in his head here ... but he seemed to be thinking .... "We have a good Math teacher here who clearly cares about the students and we are letting her go??"

At least, that is what I would like to think he was thinking.

I told one of my friends here that I thought it was kind of sad that no one has even bothered to try to talk me out of leaving. She mentioned that when she worked in management, the general belief was that once someone had made the decision to quit, there was little anyone would be able to do to change their mind. That is most likely very true for me .... but I still would have liked someone to try!

Monday, May 23, 2005

The Beginning is NEAR!!

Exams have begun! 1.5 days left counting today!!

I spent a good 4 hours grading papers yesterday ... and when I was finally done ... I was DONE!! I AM done. No more stacks of papers inches thick to steal away my Sunday afternoons ... and weekday evenings. It was as if a great weight lifted from my shoulders and my heart. Freedom.

And all of my seniors passed w/o any help from me! YES!! I like it when things go that way.

AND ... I am already getting phone calls for summer tutoring. Seniors who failed the TAKS test and cannot graduate are finally deciding to take things seriously. And their parents are deciding to get serious, too. I had to turn my cell phone off because worried parents are calling me in class to set up tutoring .... (The state of TEXAS has over 22,000 seniors NOT graduating this year because of TAKS .... 10% of the seniors in the state. YIKES!!) I think Lewisville schools did okay .... but not 100%. I am going to go around to the other 4 High School and solicit tutoring for TAKS this summer .... probably will do that on Thursday.


Tutoring is my future now .... and I am glad.

The beginning of a new life is near. Very Near.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Three and 1/2 Days Left ....

I gave my last Geometry Test today .... except for the Exam ....

Speaking of which .... Our new Principal is insisting that we include 15 TAKS type questions on this EXAM. Questions pre-written by someone else and given to us on the day of the exam ... along with some expensive bubble sheets which we have to send to the Administration building to be computer graded and analyzed. The students names and SS#'s are pre-recorded into these sheets and will be linked to these results.

Mind you .... this is all totally fake ... these are not REAL TAKS tests. This is the new Principal's pet program and she just wants to do it until the end of the year. She just isn't thinking this thing through ... (again) .....

HOWEVER .... our students took the real TAKS tests 4 weeks ago .... and many of us just flat quit going over TAKS problems once the test was over. After all .... I teach Geometry and the 10th grade TAKS tests Algebra I and Middle School Math. So I have just been focusing on my Geometry lessons (and the kids have been focusing on nothing!!)

I already have my EXAM made out and run off ... 90 copies .... 6 pages front and back ... 50 problems .... then we get an email telling us we have to put these 15 "TAKS" questions first ... grrrrrrrr ..... so now they are running 90 copies of those 15 questions for me .... and I REFUSE TO GIVE THIS TEST TO MY KIDS!!

What are they going to do?? Fire me??

And the Juniors also have to do these 15 questions .... and they have already gotten their TAKS results back .... if they passed, they will never have to take a TAKS tests again ... so why do they have to "practice" TAKS on their Final Exam??

We are all so burned out on TAKS right now .... I cannot believe that Becky thinks it is a good idea to put TAKS questions on the EXAM.

Not to mention the huge waste of paper and expensive testing bubble forms!!

Gaaaack ..... I am SO GLAD I AM LEAVING!!

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

4.5 Days Left ....

Less than a week away!

Today I gave my last quiz to my students. I always let them work with a partner on the quiz given the day before the Test. This quiz is basically a review for the Test ... but they wouldn't do it if I didn't count it as a grade ...

Anyway .... I love sitting there listening to them discussing the problems with each other. There is usually one partner who is good at the stuff and one who needs help .... or they balance each other. They talk MATH ... they argue about who is right and why ... or one will explain to the other how to do this problem or that problem. I just love listening to their discussions!

Sometimes I'll hear a student explaining things so WELL to someone else ... and I want to suggest to that student that they might consider becoming a teacher .... they have a natural ability. But I just can't recommend this career choice to them.

Why spend 4-5 years majoring in Mathematics just to get out and earn less than $40,000/yr with horrible benefits?? I mean, a degree in Math can earn you big bucks! Why teach? Not to mention all the garbage that teachers have to deal with both in and out of the classroom!!

Yet .... maybe some of these students will become teachers. Teaching is a calling ... and some of these kids have a natural ability that just might not be denied.


I, personally, never intended to become a teacher. Yet while in college I found myself tutoring other students and liking the fact that they could learn from me. Then in Grad school at Texas A&M, I was a teaching assistant (TA) for Calculus I classes .... the professor taught the huge class on Mondays and Wednesdays and I retaught the lesson to smaller groups of the same students on Tuesdays and Thursdays. And I was pretty good at it. But I noticed that it wasn't the Calculus that the students couldn't do .... it was their stupid Algebra mistakes that were causing them problems .... so I decided to get into High Schools and fix those Algebra classes!

Yeah, right .... like I had any power over that.

And Algebra I is just getting worse and worse and worse because the course is being driven by the TAKS test instead of the TAKS test being based on the course. And I haven't done a single bit of good .... except maybe try to fix the kids who pass through my classroom. Maybe.

Anyway ... teaching is definitely my calling. I am leaving the classroom ... but I will continue to teach!



Monday, May 16, 2005

Five and 1/2 Days Left ...

And one "Work Day" .... like we don't work the other days ....

Anyway .... serious countdown mode. I taught my last new lesson today. It went well. I am still carrying around multiple referral forms and amazingly, the kids are really affected by that .... and overall they have been very well behaved. That is so nice. But sad that I have to resort to threats to get their attention.

I still have a few topics I need to blog on about education .... TAKS scores are in .... that's one big thing .... using 10th grade scores to determine schools' performance ..... that's another BIG thing ....

I am SO GLAD I AM LEAVING!!

Depending on how you spin them, our Math TAKS scores were either wonderful or awful .... '"there's Lies, Damn Lies, and then there's Statistics" .... Since our new principal wants her "benchmarking policy" to look successful .... she will try to spin the results in as positive of a fashion as she can. That's a good thing for the Math Dept .... for now. My guess is that the "wrath of Becky" will strike soon enough, though. Thank Goodness I won't be there for it!! I will write more on this topic later .... with details ....

One week from tomorrow at noon the students get out of school!! The beginning is near ...

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Seven Days Left ....

I have seven more days of classes left. Six and a half to be exact!!

Actually though ... I only have one more new lesson to teach tomorrow. Section 12-6 ... lengths of chords, sectants, and tangents in circles .... Good times!!

Then Tuesday is a BIG Quiz over all of Chapter 12 .... then Wednesday is a TEST .... Thursday is Sidewalk Art Project ... Friday Review for Exam ... and Mon and Tues are EXAMS!

One more Sunday spent grading papers .... then my Sundays are free forever. I am so looking forward to that!

I have to get serious about cleaning out my room. I have 22 years of teaching stored in that room. Some great posters which I probably will never hang up again. They cost me a lot of money over the years .... Escher and Einstein .... lots of Escher. We have so many boxes in our garage already .... I guess a few more won't hurt. I'll use a lot of stuff to set up my home office ... whatever I don't use ... well ... we shall see.

One big question that a lot of teachers are asking me has to do with my plans for the money I have put into TRS. They want to know if I am going to leave it in ... or take it out and reinvest it. That remains to be seen. I am considering many options. I'll have to keep you posted on that!

Friday, May 13, 2005

School Start and End Dates ...

Both the Texas State Senate and the House have passed bills controlling the dates which Texas schools must start and end. The new law says that Texas schools cannot start before the Tuesday after Labor Day and must end by June 7th. (Starting the 2006-2007 school year.)

Most adults would happily agree to this plan. After all ... when they went to school that is how it was!! In fact, when I went to school in the 60's and 70's in Illinois ... we started after Labor Day and ended before Memorial Day ... and I got a pretty solid education. We even had 2 weeks at Christmas and all kinds of days off during the year ... Columbus Day .... Veteran's Day .... Lincoln's B-Day .... Washington's B-Day .... and a Spring Break around Easter time.

HOWEVER .... and this is a BIG POINT .... we were not required by the State to have 180 school days. In fact ... when I first came here to Texas to teach, the state only required 170 school days per year. In my 22 years of teaching the State has quietly and carefully increased the length of the school year .... WITHOUT increasing teacher's salaries accordingly. Teachers have effectively had 3 weeks added to their workyear (10 days of classes and 5 Inservice days). The length of the school year has increased and we have been backing up the start date to earlier and earlier in August. Where else do we get 3 extra weeks of school? ( I would prefer to go to school in August and not go to school in June rather than vice versa.) But now those 3 extra weeks will have to come from somewhere else ....

Parents will not even notice the negative effects of this new legislation until they start making plans for Thanksgiving. Under the new law ... schools have to fit all 180 school days and 7 teacher inservice days into the time between Labor Day and June 7. What that means is there will be no more days off during the school year. If families want to travel for Thanksgiving, they will need to travel ON Thanksgiving Day. Christmas Holidays will start Dec. 24th and end Jan. 2 .... no more 2 week Christmas breaks. Spring Break is totally canceled under this plan. (I'll bet we still have MLK Day, though!)

Does your church plan ski trips over Spring Break? Not any more. Does your family take a nice vacation over Christmas? Not any more. Will parents still try to do these things? YOU BET!! They will take kids out for a week here or a week there. Thanksgiving will be a week break, whether school is meeting or not. Schools' Average Daily Attendance (ADA) will suffer and that is one of the big criteria the State uses to send schools MONEY.


I personally am very glad that I have made the decision to leave Public Schools. I NEED those breaks during the year. Those are sanity breaks. I predict that with fewer days off during the school year, there will be more incidents of school violence .... but this time it will be the teachers causing the problems!!

Students need those breaks too.

It will be much better for me to watch from the sidelines as everyone tries to deal with the fallout of this new law.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Eight Days Left!!

Yeah!!

Yeah ... Yeah .... Yeah .....

And tomorrow is Friday.

Extra YEAH!!

A Bit of Pride ....

I am very proud of a young man named Deron Williams. I am also very proud of a young man named Bracey Wright. Both of these gentlemen went to The Colony High School where I teach. I had Deron in class when he was a sophomore (Geometry). I did not have Bracey as a student.

Now .... if you are not familiar with NCAA Basketball, you probably don't recognize these two names. However .... they might become American household names soon! Kinda like Shaq ... or Magic ... or Michael Jordan! Both Deron and Bracey are going into the NBA this year.

Deron just finished his Junior year at University of Illinois .... Illinois did rather well in March Madness this year .... finishing 2nd overall ... and Deron was praised by many, including Sports Illustrated, as being the most complete basketball player in the NCAA .... he has it all.

Bracey just finished his Junior year at Indiana. Bracey was the star here at The Colony .... but injuries sidelined him a bit for Indiana. Still, he was a standout player for them .... standout enough to be able to go for the NBA draft this year!

Both Deron and Bracey were at TCHS today .... working out in the Big Gym. I went down to see them, but I couldn't get past the doorway to the gym. Coach Ryan ... head boys BB Coach here now ... was Asst. BB Coach when Deron and Bracey played here .... Coach Ryan stopped me at the door and explained that they were having an intense work-out with a couple friends of theirs and they didn't need to be disturbed. Basically he was being a "Bouncer" for them! He even had the TCHS cop in there (and he wears a gun!) I really just wanted to shake Deron's hand and tell him how proud I am of how well he has handled himself .... but I settled with leaving my new business card with Coach Ryan to give to him. I probably won't hear from him, but I tried.

When I had Deron in class he told me that his plan was to play for the NBA. He told me he was going to be the next Kobe Bryant .... (probably not a very good plan now, Deron) ... who at the time was new to the NBA just out of High School. I laughed at him .... but then he showed me online how the North Carolina Tar Heels were recruiting him already .... and he was just a sophomore at the time!!

He and Bracey went on to lead the TCHS Cougars to State their senior year ... with a Basketball team of only 8 players. This is a Texas 5-A school ... that means BIG. They finished 2nd that year ... at State. Deron and Bam (another starter on the team) invited me to their end-of-year Banquet ... and the Illinois Head Coach was the Guest Speaker. I felt pretty special, I must say. I was listed as the Favorite Teacher on the BB Program by 3 of the players (including Deron) and got invited to the Banquet. That was cool.

I just want to say ... I am really proud of these two young men.

Their Head Coach from high school .... Tommy Thomas .... told me once that they were two of the most naturally talented players he has ever seen. He coached them and advised them and guided them all through high school and beyond. These two young men could have gotten so full of themselves .... so conceited .... so self-righteous .... but they didn't. They both went to Big 10 Colleges. They both started on their respective teams their freshman year. They have both been featured in Sports Illustrated magazine.


Deron has been the one I have seen play the most. When Tom and I went shopping for a wide screen TV Deron was playing for Illinois on all the TV's in all the stores we went to. I sat and watched him play .... him and all his tattoos ... while Tom talked to the salesmen. I told everyone who would listen that I used to teach him!

I love going to our local sports bar and glancing up at one of the TV's and catching sight of Deron or Bracey playing.

Through it all ... Deron and Bracey seem to have kept very cool heads upon their shoulders. And now they will be going through the NBA draft. That is so COOL! And I am so proud!

5-13-05 .... Deron and Bracey were back here today practicing with DEREK HARPER. I guess he is giving them a few pointers. Derek graduated from the University of Illinois, too. Went NBA in 1993.




Wednesday, May 11, 2005

NINE School Days Left ....

Actually 8.5 days and 20 minutes .... I'm still in 4th period

It took me 45 minutes to get to school yesterday and today ... and I only live 10 miles away. Normally it takes 20-30 minutes ... traffic is killer in the DFW metroplex area. They are building a new toll-road to replace the road I drive to work on every day .... another good reason to quit working in The Colony! I'd probably have to pay toll to get here and then home every day!

Day 2 of Referral's Threatened has gone well so far. A couple of students are one more documentation away from being sent out. I have to have 3 documented cases of classroom disruption before I can send a student ... so I am building my cases.

I gave a Quiz today over the 1st two sections in Chapter 12 ... four students in my 1st period put their name on the quiz ... scribbled some guesses ... and turned it in .... making below a 20 for each of them. My question is .... why do they even bother to come to school?? I have asked them ... they say "Because the law says we have to!" So ... we make them come, but we can't make them learn!! The old "lead a horse to water ...." business.

Okay ... I am home now .... and it is bed time!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

10 School Days Left ....

WOW!! Today went pretty well! I started each class by holding up a pile of referral forms, with names and numbers of the "usual suspects" already written on them .... and telling the students that I wanted my last few days as a public school teacher to be peaceful.

It's sad I had to resort to that .... but dang, they sure did behave today!

I realized that I only have 4 more days of actual teaching to do .... then a day of review on Chap. 12 ... then a day for the test .... then a day to go out and do the Sidewalk Art Project ( http://photos.yahoo.com/cincin21 )..... then a day for Exam review .... and 2 days of exams!

I started moving out of my room today. Cleared off one bulletin board ... and loaded 4 boxes with books and took them out to my car .... now I gotta figure out where to put them here at home. People pass me in the halls and ask me "How many more days?" .... they know I am counting down. I think some folks are a little jealous. I sure would be!!

Monday, May 09, 2005

Eleven School Days Left ....

Ten and a half to be exact. However, my students seem to think school ended after TAKS testing was over. I say that, but yet they did really well on the Trigonometry Chapter I taught them last week. They love learning "NEW" stuff. Today they were asking for more Trig .... but we are on to Chapter 12 and Circles and all their parts. They won't find this stuff as interesting as they found Trig. 90 minutes classes are too long this time of year.

I always get in a bad mood towards the end of a school year. Too many kids waiting until NOW to try to save their grades and they have grades in the 30's and 40's and 50's. They want me to come in earlier and stay later ... and I refuse to do that. I am already coming in early as it is ... and have been ever since they started failing .... but now they feel the pressure.

I do hate being in a bad mood at the end of school. This is my last chance to see some of these darlings and what they will remember of me is my being a shrew the last couple of weeks. I need to keep that in mind. What I really need to do is write-up the trouble-makers and get them out of my class for awhile. I'll send them to the office and 15 minutes later, they will be back in my class .... but maybe my point will be made?? Yep .... I think that is what I need to do. I don't usually send students to the office .... but at this point, they tend to take advantage of that fact!!

So here is your warning ... Isis, Anthony, James, Erica S., Crystal, Glenice, Chris, Jose .... and anyone else who wants to talk while I am teaching .... and talk instead of doing classwork .... Fair Warning!!


Sunday, May 08, 2005

Twelve School Days Left ....

Eleven and a half, to be precise!

Been awhile since I have posted on here. Sorry about that, to my faithful readers! But ... I have been CONTENT. I have even been a bit HAPPY. I did officially resign my job on Tuesday .... so no going back now!

The Texas Legislature is just getting more and more ridiculous and with each new bill or ammendment, I get happier and happier that I have decided to leave public education. My 15 year old son will still have 3 years left at Lewisville High School. But I will keep a close eye on him and his education ... and I have friends who work there and will also keep an eye on him. I have no doubt that my husband and I can homeschool him if we need to ... but for now, he is doing just fine where he is.

I am about to start my normal Sunday routine of grading papers. I will probably spend 6 or 7 hours today (Mother's Day) grading the Test I gave on Friday as well as all the make-up work, absent work, and Test and Quiz corrections from the past week. Then I will spend an hour or so putting all of those grades into the computer.

Only 2 more Sundays after today. Yeah!!

My evening tutoring business has been picking up quite a bit lately ... and that is surprising to me! But, I am glad! Pretty soon my whole income will depend on tutoring and teaching from from my home! Any positive business flow is good.

I don't have any rants to go off on today. I did get a nice response from one of my students on my "Education is Wasted on Our Youth" post .... and that reminded me that I needed to be posting in here ... 'cause people are reading.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

The Death of Mr. Sense ....

Obituary for Mr. Sense:
(Stolen from an Email from my Sister-in-Law)

Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.

He will be remembered as having cultivated such valued lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).

His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a student; but, could not inform the parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion,

Finally, Common Sense lost the will to live as the Ten Commandments became contraband; churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims.

Common Sense finally gave up the ghost after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot, she spilled a bit in her lap, and was awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust, his wife, Discretion; his daughter, Responsibility; and his son, Reason.

He is survived by two stepbrothers; My Rights and Ima Whiner. Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.

Sigh ....

Friday, April 22, 2005

TAKS Poem ....

TAKS DAY WOES

BY BILL MAY


Today is the day we've all known was near;

It came at last--now we face it with fear.

We fed them breakfast and gave them a drink--

In hopes that full tummies would help them think!



We locked up the doors and put signs out to hush;

We stressed the importance and begged not to rush.

"Do your best!" "Take your time!" "You're gonna do fine!"

Their nerves are all settled--but what about mine?



I'm nervous and worried and my stomach's in knots

Praying they'll think and fill in the right dots.

Today is the day of the dreaded TAKS test,

And everyone hopes that we've all done the best

To teach them skills and the knowledge they'll need

In order to do well and really succeed.



O heck, let's be honest--in truth we just pray

That the results of this test won't dock our pay!

Those brats better work hard and do it correctly

Or else they'll have to deal with me directly!



"Slow down, you dummy!" "Check your work, you a__!"

Why did I have to have you in my class?

Oh my goodness, TAKS day is horrific

A beer after school would sure be terrific!



In bars today all across our great state

Will be teachers drinking away all the hate

For a test that makes us wild and frenzied creatures

Remind me again---Why we all became teachers?



For summer off - vacations - and to get off at four

At least that's what we've all heard before!

We all made the decision to become teachers back then

To educate the future and change lives, my friend. . .



So paste on a grin - I know it's a bummer -

But hey - only 22 school days 'til summer!!!